by dreamscream on Sun Jul 06, 2008 11:51 pm
my process is basically the complete lack of process and/or focus.
need music. no matter what im writing, even essays for school, need music. any music works as long as it doesnt annoy me. sometimes a lot of spanish music. if i find that the lyrics are too intrusive i switch to instrumental. one exception: cant listen to tom waits while i write. otherwise i write stories that are just complete rip offs of whatever album of his im listening to. but i really need the music. silence is way too much for me. cant handle it.
now, laptop. i used to do everything by hand because i couldnt type for shit. still cant really but im much better. also, i just never get around to writing long hand anymore. need to be plugged in to work.
inside. always inside. i become agoraphobic when im writing/reading/doing homework. too much space makes it impossible for me to concentrate on anything. always afraid a monsters going to come behind me and eat me and all the stealth ninjas hanging around outside are way too much trouble. cant focus unless i can see all the walls in a room. door closed. i say door because i wont write in a room with too many doors. need some light other than my screen. do all of my work at night for the most part. if i can see sunlight i cant work. prime time work hours: 1am-5am.
i dont know any writing exercises so ive never done one. ive never had trouble with writers block or anything like that. however, for my writing class when we had to write poems id usually write about ten half poems before i found the poem i was trying to write. but thats mostly because i dont like to write poetry. not enough space for me. but, yeah, ideas usually stew in my skull for weeks or months before i end up putting any of it on paper so i usually sprint out a couple of pages before i need to actually think about what im doing.
the biggest reason i use my laptop is because i need to be able to wander at any time. constantly looking at websites while writing. sometimes for practical purposes such as research. but, more often than not, i'll just need to look up some random fact. such as who did the voice work for storm on the xmen cartoon: iona morris or alison sealy-smith. a constant random free association game is being played in my head and i get very distracted. some times for several hours before i come back to the half sentence i ended on. um, i dont think its bad though. it helps me. i need to run around while im building a made up world. so, websites are a necessity to me while writing. sometimes i'll talk to my friend on AIM while im writing. shes my only fan so she gets things while i finish them.
strange things i do while writing...pretty much everything i do is kind of strange while im writing. i dont have a desk so im on my bed the whole time. sometimes i'll be laying on my back with my feet in the air a few feet away from my computer. sometimes i'll turn on a movie and start watching it. stand up and walk on my bed. throw knives in a wall. play solitaire. change my clothes. i dont know, a lot of weird shit goes on while im writing. if someone in pblic was watching me write theyd probably assume i was doing anything besides writing. writing one page can take me anywhere from ten minutes to seven hours depending on where my mind takes me.
but because of this i do a lot of re-reads and touching up during the process. i probably read everything i write upwards of thirty times before im done with it. constantly editing and changing. yeah, ive never been much of a process type person. deadlines help me though because there are so many things i'll write ten pages of and then not look at it again for six months.
i have strung wires from steeples to stars and tightroped across the sky